How I've killed 1 of the Saturdays in November, 1st Avenue

It was a busy month, or perhaps, its a trend that everyone gets busy when end of the year is approaching, so i am, nvr wanna left behind from the trend. =p

Went to 1st Avenue to attend a Oil Painting DIY. I was thinking, wow, oil painting, must be hard. by right shud be 12pm, but it started at 1pm, and ended at 2pm, i couldnt finish in 1 hour. so, ended up coloured it at home.

in fact, it is a alkaline paint/alkyd paint, nt too sure on d name, to colour on the readily made picture. there are alot more to be chosen, but i've chosen the Aries one, though i don really like d design, i prefer another drawing more..

while my mom correcting the color on my sis's artwork.

hurray, my end product is done!! and i feel that mine is d nicest among all.. hehehe.. over self-confident d..

Our mini art gallery after everyone is done.. hehe~~

Chicken Pie, My oh my~

I was eating my mom's chicken pie,
chicken pie oh chicken pie,
it is so nice that makes me fly to the sky,
the more I chew, the more I got high,

who wants to try, and who wants to buy?
though good things are meant to share with my friend, and yeah you, my ally,
although it might not look as nice,
but you wouldnt know how tasty until u've tried,

I can share a little bit with you, just for you to try,
but promise me, after you tried,
please tell me you will buy, and hell yeah, u must buy~

After eating my chicken pie, I went to toilet to pangsai,
after pangsai, i took a piece of paper to write down the poem in my mind,
I showed to my mom, and she asked me, "How could u think about a poem so 快?"
I told her, "Just because ur pie is too nice."
Then she proudly looked at me, hugging me and we shed the tears of joy.

And yeah, this is what she tried to reply,
"Today I've baked some chicken pies,
They're so nice that everybody rushed to buy,
Sorry that you have no chance to try,
I can't keep any longer for you because I'm afraid it might spoil,
oh my, please don't cry,
I promise next time, again when I bake the pie,
I will let u try..."

Cute mama n me writing poem to sell the pies,
just to share some joys, and to kill some time~~ lalala....

My first ever Manicure

My first ever Manicure in my life happened today~ finally my long long finger nails got someone to help em to dress up n got them decorated d.. lol~
And then i realized i dont really like manicure.. its a lil painful for me when she cut away my cuticle layer.. I hope it wont affect my routine life later.

its maroon for base colour and white colour roses all over the nail, but i did for 8 fingers only.. due to the last one too small n cute, might not suit the rosey~~
I didnt know they had black colour, or else i might  try out black colour base.. to suit my dress as well..

I never really like rose patterns in real life, though i kinda like it on my fingers i dono y. but i feel that my hands look a lil matured and very lady like after having the nail polishing. i have a feeling that i am a 3x-year-old lady now.. omg!! Nevertheless, still a nice try and nice experience for me.. haha.. abit chipped off at the edge due to it hasnt really harden but i tried to do something else d.. T_T

The Special Day, 11.11.11~

A day which will occur only every 100 years... which is 11.11.11... well, today is a big day, at least for a lot of couples out there, alot of mommies out there, quite a number of athletes in SEA countries, and alot of reporters and politicians maybe... so, how did u celebrated your ones' day?

But for me, today is nothing much special, but just another lazy slacky Friday. Nevertheless, I am really glad that I have the chance to go through this special day, especially with my beloved ones, and someone whom i really care and care for me. today can be considered as an important day, because i would be fined if i still have not renew my driving licence.... haha...

I went to a newly open store with my fam, with only RM1.00 for every 500cc drink in Tea Secret, QBM. wow, it is so good business that the Q has reached the entrance. Thank God I reached slightly in time and earlier. a cup of Matcha Latte, and another Mango yogurt... I would say all of them did not suit my taste. the so called yogurt, i wonder how they define yogurt, it doesnt contain any dairy product, but just tasted like Mango "juice", but still they called it yogurt.. aih, so pathetic... english really that hard to understand yea? but so called juice, is also made by those artificial, chemical colouring and flavoring only.

english joke, leads me to a joke that i've seen from taiwan news: Taiwan Beef Noodles Festival, and they promoted it internationally with the name, Taiwan New-row Mian Festival. and some people even ask them, why not just call it New-row Mian Je? why wanna put festival? hahaha....

Right after I got my so called "juice" yogurt. I have a got a secret surprised present, who has skipped lunch to get this present for me. OMG! i was so touched n so happy. Its a brownish Swarovski crystal pendant! though it might look normal, but it means very much for me. i was so happy that i dono how to speak it out. really thank u very much, and i am very happy to know this present giver~ n i cherish!

Had my snacks in Time Square and Georgetown. oh no, ate too much n soooo full!! aiya! and i've had the worst Fried Oyster in my life! only 4 pieces of oyster and the rest are all..... prawns... i have ordered a fried oyster, but they gave me fried prawns.. ewwy!!

镜子

熊对镜子说：我究竟是谁？我的存在是为了什么？我为谁而存在？

人，难免会花一些、甚至是很长的时间寻找“自己”，却忘了其实“自己”也可以被创造。。还没建设好的“自己”，又怎能让自己找到？寻寻觅觅，可能花了一辈子的时间，也看不出镜子里的“自己”，究竟是谁？

我，可能就是那个寻觅了“自己”很久，却还没找到的人。

很模糊，不清楚自己想要些什么，却可能很清楚自己不要的什么。。人生充满的就只有不要、不想、不肯、不。。、不。。、不。。。。否定多的是，肯定的，就那么一点点。。

镜子，从来不说谎，说谎的只有自己。人家看到的，可能和镜子说的，都是实言实语。。可是当眼神放在镜子里时，看见的都是自己投射出来、自己最想要看的那一幕而已。
 
不是不想找回“自己”，而是人海茫茫，看见的都是别人。。“自己”也还没建设好，建设了，也不明了自己是不是真的想当那样的“自己”。。

1st Ice Cream Cake in life, Tg Tokong

I have had my first ever ice cream cake after buying the Groupon offer that nowadays very famous and popular thingy.
This one was Cream & Cookies, I would say d cake was not bad, with Oreo, but the only thing is i dont eat all those fruits that used to decorate it. And I've tried out another one, Black and White, with choco ice cream and van i guess. Black and White taste nicer, but i didnt take the photo. hehe...

This is also the first photo ever i took with my +3 Close-up magnifying filter on my kit lens.. with ISO boosted to 1250, f5, 1/20 and 58mm in A mode. i tot it wouldnt make much difference, though it actually has given me quite some nice complexion that i've ever expected, as i really never expect a 3rd party or product that has no brand/made in China would make up something.. nevertheless, i wouldnt say it is perfect, when i screwed it onto the filter of my kit lens, i can feel that it is not too round or not really fitting well with the propeller. i hope it wont hurt my Hoya in long term usage.

I asked for the wordings of "Happy Always", cos i know my life will never be happy throughout the time i am here. though i asked for the amount of my this year old birthday candles, but i didnt really use it or need it. but i just know that my birthday aint nothing special and i only had few celebrations throughout my life until today.
some memorable ones are like d surprise lunch at 747 Restaurant with my fencing friends, one at Kajang Restaurant with the present hidden because i hid the present on his birthday and d first bouquet of roses accepted with 12 slices of Secret Recipe cakes make into one big cake, another one was a slice of cake in Secret Recipe, and perhaps I have seen from photos, my childhood time some celebrations over d big dining table with a big cake. which one that i've missed out some more? cant remember, means not so memorable.. =P

How good if i can turn back d clock, go back to childhood time n forget about all the sorrows and never repeat my mistakes...

Can you really hear me?

I always say that, REGRET is meant for coward.. regret is only after u've made a decision that u thought it was right on something.. n too bad, i can only say that i am a real time coward...

but sometimes, something is out of our control.. just like how we were born, how we were raised, how we were built, how our chromosomes combined and how we became alive as a life....

we cant choose our reporting to this world, we cant choose who to be our siblings, we didnt know who were our parents.. we just didnt have choice..

in this case, m i still a coward? Am I?

but does God really exist? if He/She does, why isit that they wanna create human, and destroy them in a slit of second? Can they really hear what I've told them? Can they really help in anything? can? why? and why?
(i m not offending any religions n dn feel offended in any case. thnx)

I used to hear from some books, saying God, creates obstacles to make us stronger. u need water, He/She will prepare a well for u, if u r hungry, He/She will let u know that u must fish to eat d fish, and he/she will not give u d fish... but have u ever think that, this is just how human perceive it? this is just a way u say to make urself feel better in d unhappy life, isnt it? perhaps God thinks it some other way? who knows? I think i am strong enough.. and i need some rest, if it is like how d books say, can i please, have abit of rest somewhere and relax with a cup of coffee or sweet tea? can i? m i allowed for that?

but peeps, always remember, we have d decision to get d next generation a beautiful future.. we can make d world beautiful by just contributing a lil... it is YOU and ME that make d changes happen..

happiness is not hard, but having some idiots that i care very much rolling around my life, it makes my life bitter.. but well, i have no guts to die, not anymore.. therefore i can only choose to live.. live in this kinda whatever life... and continue to hunt for a better fren, perhaps a fren that could even treat me better than those ppl whose we flowing d same blood...

 其实，开心，不需要本钱。。。只在于你能看见它。。。吗？

Whenever there are Warmers in the Winter, QB Mall

Had my great lunch and few evening lo-tea time at Winter Wamers with a fren of mine.. very soothing and relaxing place, maybe the cozy environment, maybe the mood of having the nice meal.

Just a pot of tea that full of lovesssss..

A cup of thick coffee that brings me to garden's coziness..

When Strawberry strikes!

Both strawberries were taken from different restaurants..
I particularly like d lighting from The View.

The strawberry that falls in love with coffee..

The strawberry from Strawberry forever~

The Bridex 2011, Straits Quay

Went to Bridex 2011 at Straits Quay and able to see alot of pretty lads... hehe... they famous with some reasons, and i always believe in this theory.. One will usually get famous with reasons behind..

Amber, M'sia TOP Model.. with her own academy and her students on the show.. well, her moves are quite nice.. maybe thats d reason she got so fame?

Leng Yein, M'sia famous plastic lady.. I din really mean that, but she said that by herself or some newspaper wrote it that way..

Mel Orange, pretty

Whenever I got melted in your smiles

 
This model is so far the best model I have ever shot.. She is so sporting, so sweet and so adorable.. her posing is so natural and even if I asked her to pose oso she could do it just so naturally.. her pics are easy to edit or i'd say don really need to edit.. keep up good work! her smiles and her eyes could melt the whole world~!! oh lord!

A Black Cat from The Land of Freedom

"In some cultures black cats are considered good luck, and in others they are considered bad luck."
Ref: Black Cat

I wrote this quote as a cat, I try to be in a black cat's stand point while I wrote this..

"I am just a black cat..
it depends on how u look at me, how u perceive me...
i might not need to know how, as i have my own life...
u can take me positively, or u can leave me negatively...
i'd welcome u with my warmers...
but if u r here to worsen my life, i'd prefer we say good bye."

但愿您，毋忘我。。

一双巧妙灵活的手，只要拿上一个吹气筒、几个气球，再加

上画兔点睛的效果，就能展现出惟妙惟肖、男女老少皆喜欢的可爱玩偶。。
只可惜岁月不留人，时间不留兔，随着秒针嘀嗒嘀嗒地走着，粉兔的一生，只能慢慢的老去、瘦去，直到被丢弃。。。
但愿您，毋忘我。。

Bon Odori, Esplanade 16072011

Some of the yukata doggies photos and the "Ipad Shooter"

Sky was getting darker and due to previous settings, a bit shaky n blur.. couldnt catch d correct timing.. aiks~ though they r super cute~!!!

Last but not least, d Ipad shooter.. a pad that could help u in anything and everything.... maybe...

自我，自己，私

你真的是你自己吗？Are you really who you are?

以普通人的立场来说，从小，我们就以一种性别而呱呱落地。。不是女的，就是男的。然后辛苦的父母们就会开始为宝宝想个如意好听的名字。

然后我们就开始寻求“自己”。打从母亲抱在怀里喂我们喝奶，再到自己抱着一大罐奶瓶，然后到用杯子喝牛奶，或者有些人开始对牛奶产生抗拒，在开始尝试喝茶、咖啡、酒等等，一切的一切，都开始着一个过程，那就是--塑造自己、寻找自己。

可是随着岁月的增进，在还没能领悟之下，其实我们都开始迷失了自己。。 我们不在属于我们。

小时候，饿了，就哭了，妈妈会喂饱我们。
累了，在怀里，妈妈把我们抱着，睡了。
耍脾气了、胡闹了，人们也只会说我们还小，小孩子气了。

可长大了，一切都不一样了，没有借口去做自己认为是对的，或是想做的。

上了幼儿园，人家会问我叫什么名字， 我属于我的名字，还好，我的名字属于我自己。

小学时，人家会问我父母的名字，我属于我的父母，开始远离“自己”这两个字。

去到哪儿，人家都会说，“哦，你是某某某的女儿啊？叽里呱啦。。。”，这也不限于小学，而是一辈子，只要人家认识我父母，只要你父母是公众认识的人士。

中学时，可能人家会问，“你父母开哪间公司？哪家企业的总裁？”，开始了稍微现实的生活，我和父母，也不再是我们，而是属于那间公司的。

大学时，人家会问，“你哪个州来的？”，或有钱游泳出海，那个国家来的？我们背负着我们家乡的名誉。人们开始使用普及性的归类。

大学毕业后，进入某某公司，人家也会开始提问很厌倦的问题，“你什么大学的？在哪里？什么科系？。。。”，然后我们就会承担学哥学姐们， 在人们心目中所建立下来的印象中介绍自己。

开餐会时，人们就会看你的种族来回类你的食物和座位，我们就开始种族性的生活，而慢慢演变成恐怖的种族甚至政治或社会问题。

和朋友外出谈及近况做什么工、向厂商定购货物、向银行贷款，我们也不是属于自己的，而是属于我们的公司，甚至是属于担保人的。

人 类是独特的，可是却永远都不能有属于自己生活。人们开始归类、群居、社团，等等。。全都不再属于自己。人们自称是动物界里智商最高的，全都只不过是太过于 傲慢自我，只因为我们定下“智商”的定义，我们认为反自然界的创造就是高智商而定义了人类。想想，我们可曾是自己？好歹也得群居性的生活，过着贪婪欲望的 生活。越是不能表达自己的自己，越是没有自由的迷失了自己，封锁着了原来的自己。

My cousin's dog, Ms. Rainie~

Well, dono how to spell its name.. just her name is Rainie.. hehe..

Mmmm... Yummy~~

The Cute little doggie, Botanical Garden

Saw this cute dog not long after I stepped into botanical garden. This dog was running so fast towards me.. though i saw a sign like below at d entrance,

and I found this dog is so cute that it is short, but it ran fast and i love the way it is very loyal to its master. I saw an old man U-turn and jog to d other direction, then this dog also U-turn back and  ran slowly beside him..  a very cute dog~~ love it! Later I suspect that this is not his doggie.

That blue shirt uncle is just a regular I guess.

The way it sits really make me feel like cuddling it.. argh~~

This one blur d.. though i like d way it looked like this... its just too cute n cuddly!!
after seeing that dog, feel so touched and written this.. though not so good yet, but just wrote this out with my feelings:  我不奢求什么，只要能够天天相伴你左右，共享你的喜悦、分担你的忧愁，我已经心满意足、此生无悔。。。

lazy to rotate d video d.

Balloon Wheel, Don Zen Shi

Da Balloon Wheel, Don Zen Shi

Tabasco

When Tabas rule d world~~
wonder y it is so hard to find other types in M'sia...