Here it goes:
well... as a hot tempered person, i do believe temper is something that is very hard to control. or perhaps, its something that cant control at times. (cos we r still young nyway)its just like a drunk person, wont realize he is drunk.
but when u wake up, try to think back what have happened. does it help? does a counter attack help u? any benefits of fighting back? winning him in words gets u anything? u rather win him by words n losing d LOVE n d BOND between u n him? when u win(gain) something, u will lose something.
my theorem of life, "People come and go". they will only leave prints in our heart. we have no choice to be born to this world, but we have d options for our days. "Live life with no regrets", u will nvr know what will happen in next second.
moving out is a good option if u wanna be independent. but it wont help u in any other things perhaps. spending rental? far from ur loved one? staying with strangers? eating hawker food? spending all d time alone?
Try to be in his shoe, dis is d best way when u r in conflict. Does he wanna fight his son? Does he have a good sleep on d night he fight with u? how his wife will feel seeing both her beloved son n husband fighting?
i yearn to go home, but i have to stay here until everything is done. i too wanna earn big money later outside dis nation, but i promise myself i will stay at home for my folks, unless they willing to move along with me. cos i dono hw much time i have for them, i dono how much time they willing to spend with me sumore. maybe im slightly -ve thinking.
Clock keeps ticking, people keep changing. What u r thinking now, may not be what u actually wan d next moment. What he shout at u now, doesnt mean he still mean it at d next moment. some people just act faster than their minds.
There wont be a normal parent on earth wan any tragedy to happen to their children. unless....? think wisely..(=
cherish~
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